The 'out there' stuff actually isnt that feaky, its just that we dont understand how we are as people and that we are also scared of things that we dont know much about...
You wont ever get any scary stuff from me, only stuff to assist and help...Mind you, the comments below might be a bit unsettling..
Ive often wondered whether Carlton comes good during a time when the US attacks Iran with their big nuclear bunker buster bombs. The US would have to use this type of weapon if it is to destroy the deep concrete underground bunkers in which the Iranian nuclear facilities are.
http://www.newscientist.com/article.ns?id=dn3016 - see this link.
There is 10 or 20 metres of concrete beneath a lot of sand that has to be drilled through by this new type of US laser guided bomb. When it gets to where it needs to go, it explodes in a nuclear fireball.
There is a lot of radioactive dust and debris that spreads everywhere, a huge hole and a destroyed nuclear facility...
This is an actual military plan that America has right now, whether they carry it out is another question. It would certainly be a big conflict of the type I was thinking about.
Such a thing would be very very provocative and cause big and quite dangerous divisions between the major nations in the world...The USA thinks that the Iranian leader right now is an Islamic Hitler. Donald Rumsfeld the US secretary of defense has said as much...
I was really upset when I first found out about our imminent decline, which was in 2001, while we were still in the finals.It seemed like a really really horrible thing to contemplate at the time.
I didnt even believe it myself, untill 2002 when it all started happening. It was like a re run of a horrible and painful nightmare for me..
I was comforted by the thought that we would get better. The only thing that is hard for me is that it has taken so long. But thinking about it, it is to be expected.
Its still very very hard for me to come to terms with our club being the way it is. But I take solace from an Essendon* supporter friend, who tells me not to worry because the worst is over and we have started on the road back to where we belong. He actually wants us to be back at the top as well.
My friend also thinks that Pagan will move on soon.
From my viewpoint, we do get better, but it is a fairly slow and agonising process. Theres more pain to come, but not as bad as we have gone through.
The prospect of another bottom 4 finish is a very unpleasant one for me, it is like a long nightmare that doesnt end, but it eventually will.